"Someday I will have long dark hair. And lots of freckles. And lots of smile lines. My hands will be dirty all the time. I’ll be able to do more pull ups than I can now. I will keep my dignity, but not my pride. I will be kind to everyone. I will teach kids 1/2 my age how to do skateboarding tricks. I will wear ridiculous clothes. I will wreck peoples worlds with my words, in a good way. I will never need a comfy bed or an aspirin. I will never stop running or think that I am too old or cool to run places when I’m not "running". I will never ever stop getting in the water because it’s too cold or because I don’t want to get my hair wet. I will write songs again. Spirit filled songs. Love filled songs. Truth filled. I will treat everyone as if they are more important than me, especially my mother. And I will still wear my pink shoes. That’s who i’ll be. This is who I am, except some of it is under some layers that need to be peeled. Right now, I don’t like it when people pressure me. If you try to pressure me at all, I will see you as a prison, and since that goes against all that I am, I cannot be friends with you for long. I like men who are men. I like tender hearted old people. I like doing things and living my life in such a way that makes my family think I’m crazy. I decided recently to live fast and die old. I am enjoying maturing at the moment, and wondering how I could be so stupid beforehand. I’m enjoying God through enjoying life for the first time. And it’s pretty great."